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1. hot old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are?

Im honestly not sure, around 20 I guess. 

2. if you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be?

“We must unite” Although Enter Shikari lyrics, our world could crumble in minutes if we don’t. 

3. is it possible to lie without saying a word?

Ofcourse, I often act confident, happy, surprised without meaning, its a lie, a smile with no reason. 

4. if not now, then when?

Ahh, do or don’t? when is an excuse, now is to do. 

5. what would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?

Small things, luckily, I’ve been brought up in an individualistic society, I care little for what others think, my main priority in my image is to convey my personal morales, beliefs and personality in my own way. To judge someone is ignorance, why should I let that control me?

6. are you holding onto something that you need to let go of?

I wouldn’t say so.. not that I don’t have regrets, because I do. I prefer to move on, this approach has put me in bad emotional health before but moving forward is living. 

7. have you done anything lately worth remembering?

Yeah! yesterday I took full control of “The Pitz” light desk for the headlining band “honour is dead” I’m not a live lighting technician at all, it was my first time touching the desk, but I pulled it off okay, I am rather proud of myself for it :) 

8. who do you love? what are you doing about it?

I love my friends and family, I love them unconditionally. If you mean as am I in love? no, honestly, I’m finding it hard to become attached to anyone in that way, I have no interest in the people I know, someone will change that I’m sure. Maybe when I’m at peace with my mind :) 

9. when is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just do what you know is right?

Well, that’s different for everybody isn’t it. What I think is right is wrong to others, but for me to act upon that would need emotional influence. 

10. do you think crying is a sign of weakness or strength?

Both, showing your emotions needs takes courage and strength, but succumbing to them is falling to your knees and becoming weak. 

11. would you break the law to save a loved one?

It would depend who, being human is not easy, although its very romantic to sacrifice yourself for another in any way, it puts yourself on the line, its human instinct to save yourself. 

12. when you’re her age, what will matter to you the most?

This question does not make much sense, I cant answer it. 

13. do you ask enough questions? or do you settle for what you know?

I like to know more, I ask questions allot, I don’t like being in the dark, if I don’t feel I know enough I will try to find out. Why settle for something when you can have more? 

14. do you celebrate the things you do have?

Materialistically, no. Artistically yes, ill flaunt it. Life, age, memories, friends, loved ones, I celebrate them, after all without these things I could not be who I am now. 

15. when it’s all said and done will you have said more than you’ve done?

I think everyone will have said more, In today’s society, we may talk about the achievements we want to accomplish but actually doing them is a different matter. 

16. when was the last time you tried something new?

I’m always trying new things, once again, yesterday with the live lighting at the concert. 

17. which activities make you lose track of time?

Music, books, films, thinking, talking.. I immerse myself easily. 

18. if you could do it all over again, would you change anything?

I cant, there’s no “could” once you do something, its been done. The real question is how you deal with the outcome of your actions. 

19. what is the difference between living and existing?

There isn’t, “existence” its almost laughable, we all live. It would be wrong to criticise someone for not “living”, they choose there path, as we choose ours, we live our own lives. 

20. if you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way that you sometimes speak to yourself, how long would you allow that person to be your friend?

I would allow that person to be my friend regardless of that, if I don’t like somebody I would not befriend them in the first place, if anything, the faint similarity’s to myself would be a comfort not a burden.

21. if you had to teach something, what would you teach?

Philosophy or History. We learn from our mistakes, its important we study where we went wrong. As for Philosophy,  what better way of self expression than to challenge the way we think. 

22. time or money?

Money, time can be a large burden. I still cannot see how someone could wish for immortality, time hurts, it can bring such pain and suffering if prolonged.  

23. are you aware that someone has it worse than you?

Yes, of course, there will always be someone worse off. Unfortunately there’s not much I can do about that though. I try to help others on my path, but only really on a personal face to face basis. I’m not a hero. 

24. what makes you smile?

Many things, love, friendship, companionship, community, faith, pride, excitement, humour just to name a few. 

25. what would you regret not fully doing, being, or having in your life?

Ill be content with what I have, I’ll look forward and follow my dreams, why would I want to look back on what should and could have been when I can fight onwards. 

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